Had to confront the pressure that I impose on others when I pursue.
Ouch. That hurts.
Sorry to all the men that I push against the wall. My defense is that I was so taken with you!
Fortunately, that is no longer possible now, with this new life where I have less time. Given the importance I place on relationships, I don't want one right now. Anyone, man or woman, who thinks that I can be this ideal friend/significant other to them is mistaken.
It is all timing.
Next experiment: match. Should be fun!
