I love it that life is still full of surprised.
Went out Sat night. Usually, I go out w/just girlfriends. Last night was the first time that I went out with another woman and a whole bunch of guys...her friends and their friends. Never again. Receiving male attention has never been a high priority, and last night was a surprise reminder that I don't ever need men to compliment me or try hard with me to complete a night out.
These guys were out to meet women. I was just in the way of their game.
I don't go out to drink and meet people. I usually go out in order dance, as a form of sport. I usually dance until I am so sweaty that no guy wants to get close anyways. Well, I didn't break a sweat last night. Is that why I got bored and left early? Just wasn't having fun after a couple of hours. Glad I bowed out gracefully w/o compromising my experience or ruin anyone else's.
Another big surprise is how much I love the movie Atonment. The movie was beautiful. I can't relate to all that emotional stuff, so it was like going to the MoMA. I don't always get it, but I can appreciate it.
The third surprise is how all the uncertainties are so easily resolved. Appreciation to everyone who chimed in; I feel very cared for. Ironic that it was a bunch of guy friends and male cousin who gave the biggest support. In summary, people always reveal themselves to me eventually, and I just have to make the obvious and easy choices. Who says dating is complicated? It's only hard b/c we make it so.
2008 is off to a roaring start. I am so excited about where things are right now. Let me just capture this high of being completely happy and remind myself that it does get easier!
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glad to hear you have your issues resolved. :) you're absolutely right! so many people make their relationships hard when it doesn't need to be that way.
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